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Created on 2002-01-20 12:16:22 (#444395), last updated 2003-07-20
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Basic Info| Name: | Fucked Up Kid |
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| Birthdate: | 04-11 |
| Location: | Coventry, Connecticut, United States |
Contact:
scarredwrists@yahoo.com Bioi'm fickle.
I hate myself.
Sometimes i love myself.
-- Im 16, and i live in Coventry, CT. I am also a lesbian...
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Excerp From Personal Journal
There was once a girl who lived in a house. She had a brother, a father, and a mother. Her sister did not live with them anymore. They were an ordinary american family, but the little girl had a deep dark secret, and she was very very unhappy about her life. she was different from other girls.
And as she grew up everything got worst for her... she became lonely, depressed, and cumbersome. She hated her family, her life, and herself. The only person she could turn to was her sister, and even she couldn't help all the time. Her best friend tried to help and be there for her, but was ot always able to help.
The little girl was now alone....
I am alone in this big dark world. People don't understand me. They look at me and see a happy girl, but inside im scared, alone, sad, and the opposite of what everyone things. Im something different then what they think.
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I, my friend, am an indavidualist. I don't do what everyone wants me to do or what everyone expects me to do. I do what I want, listen to the music i want, dress how i want, read the books i want, see the movies i want, because I want to, not because other people want me to. I dont dress like everyone I know. I dont think how everyone else thinks. I am not popular and i dont like stereotypes. I am not an anarchist, I am not grunge, I am not goth, I am not punk, I am not a metal head, I am not a skater, I am not an intellectual, I am not a stoner, I am not a skater... I am all these things and more in one. I am me
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oh yeah, I play bass guitar.
I hate myself.
Sometimes i love myself.
-- Im 16, and i live in Coventry, CT. I am also a lesbian...
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Excerp From Personal Journal
There was once a girl who lived in a house. She had a brother, a father, and a mother. Her sister did not live with them anymore. They were an ordinary american family, but the little girl had a deep dark secret, and she was very very unhappy about her life. she was different from other girls.
And as she grew up everything got worst for her... she became lonely, depressed, and cumbersome. She hated her family, her life, and herself. The only person she could turn to was her sister, and even she couldn't help all the time. Her best friend tried to help and be there for her, but was ot always able to help.
The little girl was now alone....
I am alone in this big dark world. People don't understand me. They look at me and see a happy girl, but inside im scared, alone, sad, and the opposite of what everyone things. Im something different then what they think.
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I, my friend, am an indavidualist. I don't do what everyone wants me to do or what everyone expects me to do. I do what I want, listen to the music i want, dress how i want, read the books i want, see the movies i want, because I want to, not because other people want me to. I dont dress like everyone I know. I dont think how everyone else thinks. I am not popular and i dont like stereotypes. I am not an anarchist, I am not grunge, I am not goth, I am not punk, I am not a metal head, I am not a skater, I am not an intellectual, I am not a stoner, I am not a skater... I am all these things and more in one. I am me
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oh yeah, I play bass guitar.
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afi, alternative, ambient, american beauty, anarchy, angelina jolie, anti-flag, anti-government, anti-homophobia, banging, bass guitar, beetlejuice, black, black metal, blood, bondage, bracelets, candlebox, cannibal corspe, catch 22, cemetaries, chimara, coal chamber, cutting, dance, dante, death metal, depressing poety, depression, dimmu borgir, drama, drew barrymore, drum and bass, drums, edward scissorhands, electro, emo, france, getting high, girl interrupted, girls, goth, gothic, gothic poetry, grave yards, grunge, gsa, guitar, hard house, heavy metal, hot topic, house, ill nino, indie, jim morrison, jimi hendrix, johnny depp, kinky, kittie, leather, lesbians, marijuana, mercedes lander, metal, morgan lander, movies, music, nirvana, peal jam, pink floyd, pixies, poetry, punk, punk music, rainbows, razors, requiem for a dream, safty pins, self mutilation, self-harm, self-injury, sharp edges, ska, sleeping, slipknot, soundgarden, speed metal, stone temple pilots, suicide, sylvia plath, talena atfield, techno, that 70's show, that 80's show, the ataris, the bell jar, the divine comdey, the doors, the simpsons, the velvet underground, the virgin suicides, thrash metal, thursday, tim burton, trance, unamerican, vampires, vampirism, water, weed, winona ryder, wrist slashing, writing, writing poetry, writting
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